Let's talk about the idea for me when it comes to connection. It's incredibly frustrating when there are those out there who do not understand the language I speak. I speak with the intent of cosmic consequences. It does not mean anything other than that I am someone who exists who helps out those who need it. I am not anything other than just a girl who likes guys. I am monogamous, I choose to connect with one person at a time. It doesn't seem to connect with others that I am not a porn star. I am not someone who wants to bare my soul like that ever again. I chose to communicate freely to point to the issues that I see in this world. I wouldn't care about anyone seeing anything about me other than that it shows me what kinds of people are out there. I go by energy and light more than anything, and when my light was extinguished it didn't seem possible for me to exist. One person cannot complete me. I complete myself by choosing the path I will follow.
When it comes to asking me out on a date, why don't you just text me and ask me out and talk to me about all the things that interest you. Why don't you bring me flowers, like I said I like daisies. I like lavender and sunflowers and I like to paint and I like to laugh. I like to read and I am incredibly kind. I tend to be just as shy as everyone else and maybe I have to get stoned to talk to others because I know how powerful of a person I am now. I do not choose the life I was given, but I choose to accept the life I must lead because I chose to lead it. And when I choose others to be with, I do not choose lightly. If there is any person out there that is hurt by the fact that I chose not to be with them, please remember that that is a choice to. I do not control how others choose to view me or love me. What I choose to do is invest in the circumstances and become an intelligent person by not giving a fuck. And maybe if everyone stopped caring so much about who I was going to date and focused on the issues at present I wouldn't be so frustrated by the fact that all I want is one person to ask me out on a stupid date.